M is for

Sorry I haven't posted anything lately things have been a little crazy around here.

M is for Motherhood

Motherhood is the best thing that has ever happened to me, even the heart break that sometimes comes with it.

Many of my friends are mothers and others have been through the heartbreak of losing their babies. And I pray that they can have their own babies, either though natural ways, help from a Dr. or adoption. I want them to have the joy in their life like I have and it breaks my heart to see them hurting.

Motherhood is amazing, watching your child grow, learn, laugh, cry, play, sleep, etc.

M is for Makayla

She's my second baby. We lost her when I was 25 weeks pregnant, and I miss her greatly. It has been 5 months since we lost her. It's funny you feel for the people you know that have lost a baby, and you try to find the words to say to them, but when you have lost your own you really understand how it is. And all you want is someone to talk about the baby and not try to avoid the subject, it's okay to talk about it, as lest for me. I love to talk about her, I was a proud of my baby girl even though I really never met her. I knew things about her that others didn't.

For real

I had posted earlier that I listen to Kidd Kraddick in the morning, they use clips from this video all the time.

Every time I hear it or see it I can't stop laughing

I DON'T THINK THAT RAPING PEOPLE IS FUNNY, and what happened to that poor young lady is so not cool and I'm glad her brother was there to help protect her.

But this interview is so funny. I love the reaction.

The tale of the last moose ride.

Our story begins last night around 7:30.

Our sweet little Princess what riding her trusty moose, and having a grand ol' time.

She even had the King and Queen of the house watching her.

So she started rocking as hard as she could.

The moose was getting unsteady, he wasn't really built to be rocking so much.

Then all of a sudden his was on the tip of his front rocker, and then with a great pull he was on the tip of his back rocker. Then he paused on the tips of his back rocker, and the Princess held her breath and she and the moose went crashing backwards into the wall.

The Queen quickly jumped and picked up the Princess and comforted her until she stopped crying. Then the King comforted her while the Queen band the Moose to the spare room. As she was picking up the moose she noticed that the plug-in plate on the wall had been broken.

While the King was still comforting the Princess, the Queen looked at the Princess' head and found a horrible black and blue goose egg on the her forehead. Then she discovered two more, one on top of her head and another one on the back. So that night the Princess got to stay up a extra hour to make sure everything was okay. And that was our tale of the last moose ride.

The cast:

Moose

The wall

The plug-in plate

Our Princess and her bruise

The King and Queen asked for no pictures.

guess what I got!!!

So, my Birthday is coming up in the next week :)

But my father in-law is going to be out of town :(

Taking pictures in Colorado.

So last night they went to Tulsa to pick up their car.

(It was being fix)

And they came over to pick up Cooper.

And they gave me my Birthday present.

And they got me a

A APPLE IPAD!!!!!!!!

(Jonathan got one last night too for his bday)

I LOVE THIS THING!!!

It is so much fun, It's everything I love about my iPhone but bigger!!

Jonathan and I stayed up till 2:30 a.m last night playing with them.

Thank you so much mom and dad!!!

L is for...

L is for the things that I love.

I love God

I love my hubby

I love my Zoë

I love my Makayla

I love my Family

I love my sister and my dad

I would have a pic of my mom

but she won't let me take a pic of her

I love my nephews

I love playing in the snow with Zoë

I love our brownie dog

I love to decorate Christmas trees

My tree

My mom's tree

I love my friends too.

I don't have a picture of all of them.

K is for....

K is for Kidd Kraddick in the morning

I love this radio show, they are so funny.

I love how much Kidd dislikes Ryan Seacrest so funny.

K is for Kangaroos

I would love to go to australia and see the kangaroos in there natural habitat.

Because Brit said I would do it, lol

*You should copy this on your blog too!!*

What is your salad dressing of choice?
Ranch but I'm really picky about it.

What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
Shogun

What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of?
I don't know, I get sick of stuff really quick

What are your pizza toppings of choice?
Canadian bacon, pineapple, and black olives.

How many televisions are in your house?
2

What color cell phone do you have?
It's white with a pink and black cover on it

Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Right but write with both and when I started skating I skated left handed

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
yes,

2 babies

2 tonsils

3 wisdom teeth

4 moles

to many to count planters warts

What is the last heavy item you lifted?
a 10 needle embroidery machine

Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
nope

If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
yes and no, I love that song but Kris Allen live like we are dying, we have to tell the people that we love we love them and reach out to the people that don't know the lord every day (I know his lyrics don't talk about that last part)

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
I would change it to Cher (not Cherylyn) and I don't know about my middle name

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
ummm I hate hot sauce but I would do it if taxes were already taken out so I can pay off my hospital bill.

How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
4 pairs

Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
2 years ago I got pulled over for speeding but I only got a warning.

Last person you talked to?
Jonathan

Last person you hugged?
Zoë

Fav Season?
Winter bring on the snow baby, and Christmas

Fav Holiday?
Christmas

Fav Day of the week?
Sunday

Fav Month?
December

Missing someone?
Makayla

What are you listening to?

Bill Evgvall: here's your sign

Watching?
Bill Evgvall: here's your sign

Worrying about?
What if we go thru another stillbirth?

First place you went this morning?
to get coffee


What's the last movie you saw?

The Pride of the Yankees

Do you smile often?
yes

Do you always answer your phone?
nope If I don't know that number I don't answer it

Its four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
no one

If you could change your eye color what would it be?

Blue like my sister's and Zoe's. But I do like my green eyes

What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?
cherry or vanilla

Do you own a digital camera?

yep and love it

Have you ever had a pet fish?
yep, my first one my sister boiled it

What's on your wish list for your birthday?
Money to pay off bills and to be preggers

Can you do push ups?
yep

Can you do a chin up?
hahahahahahahahahahahaha.......(breathing)........hahahahahahahahahahahaha

Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
excited for sure

Do you have any saved texts?
kinda

Ever been in a car wreck?
Yes, 3

Do you have an accent?
when I get really tried, I get a southern accent

What was the last song that made you cry?
ummm...... can't remeber

When was the last time you cried?
5 mins ago and for a hour Saturday

Plans tonight?
sleep

Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
kinda, but then I read about Job so no.

Name 3 things you bought yesterday?
Food, cough drops and a soda for Joey and I

Have you ever been given roses?
yes, But I love gerber daisies

Current dislike right now?
RAGWEEDS!!!!!

Met someone who changed your life?
Yeah

How did you bring in the new year?
With the family, don't remember what we did

What song represents you?
Don't have one right know

Name three people who might complete this?

Gina, and who ever else is reading this

Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
I can't answer that, a part of me wants to go back 3 months.

Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
yes, and I married him

Will you be in a relationship 4 months from now?
ummm, yeah "till death do us part"

Does anyone love you?
yeah

Would you be a pirate?
No, I hate to be smelly

What songs do you sing in the shower?
Whatever Zoë is singing.

Ever had someone sing to you?
no

Have you held hands with anyone today?
yeah, my hubby and Zoë

What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school?
Amy Grant

Do you believe in staying close with your ex's?
nope, I don't have any.

Are most of the friends in your life new or old?
new.... I have old friends on facebook

Do you like pulpy orange juice?
no, it makes me sick

What is something your friends make fun of you for?
everything

Have you ever ridden on an elephant?
yeah when I was little

What are you saving your money up for right now?
emergencies, trips and for a future baby.

When is the last time you ate peanut butter and jelly?
two weeks ago

What song(s) do you want played at your funeral?
Something up beat, I'm would be in a better place be happy

What were you doing 12 AM last night?
doing this until my computer died

J is for....

J is for Jonathan

Of course I'm going to write about my hubby.

This is Jonathan (and me)

He is a great husband and a wonderful daddy. He's a geek and proud of it, he plays computer and console games. He's working on learning more and more about computer programming. He loves to play softball for our church teams and he's also a umpire for adult softball. He's a sweet redheaded man, and yes it's true about redhead and their temper (just look and him and our daughter).

If it wasn't for his support over the past 3 months I would be a bigger mess than I am now.

J is for Joey

This is my oldest nephew Joey

Ok so he really doesn't look like that. People always ask us if we are brother and sister. We tell them we might as well be. I don't know how I would be if I didn't have Joey in my life, and Chris, don't get me wrong I love both of my nephews but Joey and I have a special bond. We are only 5 1/2 years apart, and Chris and I are 10 years apart. Joey is such a caring young man, but he can be a butt at times, and he know's I will call him on it too. We talk on the phone at least 3 times a week and try to see each other at least once as week.

He was at the hospital and cried with us when we lost Makayla. On Saturday we worked together and when someone brought a 3 week old in, he told me that I could go in the back and he would stay up front for me, I told him I was fine until I hear that baby start crying and it killed me. So he watched the front for me and I swiftly went out to my car and bawled my eyes out. When the lady left I went back in and I sat upfront and Joey gave me big hug and I thanked him for doing that. He's such a good kid, okay young man.

Us at Joey's Graduation.

What would I do without these two J's in my life?

I is for....

I is for Ice Skating

I love and miss Ice Skating. I skated competitively for seven years. When I stopped skating I was working on my triple sal-cow and my double axle. The double sal-cow was my best and fav jump and my least fav and worst was the single and double axle. My fav spin was the camel. Least fav the sit spin. Now they have all these stupid looking spins and moves, I miss watching the "old school" moves and spins, back when they skaters did pretty lay backs not these crazy contorted figures.

H is for....

H is for Hands

Our hands from our wedding.

Zoë's little hand.

Our hand prints on the nursery wall.

H is for House M.D

I love this show!

H is for Horse

Growing up I wanted a quarter horse.

Okay I still want one.

G is for....

G is for Geese

and ducks

We went to lake Lake Atalanta to feet the Geese and ducks.

Zoë calling the geese and ducks

Throwing some bread

Jonathan showing off

Zoë got a little scared

Man they can get noisy

Holding onto daddy

These two were a couple, always together.

F is for....

F is for Feet

Babies have to cutest feet.

But I do have to say I hate it when Adults touch me with their feet, I don't know why it just creeps me out.

And yes I know I'm weird.

F is for freedom

I'm proud to be a American, and I'm so thankful that God has allowed us to be free. And for men and women have sacrifice so much for our freedom.

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

F is for Facebook

I love facebook, I think it's because I'm so nosey, lol.

I love to see how my friends are doing and how my childhood friends have

grown and how their life has changed.